nakaraan

paano nga ba nag babago ang lahat

hindi ko na maisip, kay dami na palang nangyari

totoo nga umiikot ang mundo, dati ay may kasama ako

sa pag galaw unti-unting nawala

ngayon mag isa na lang, dinadama ang hangin

ganito rin kaya ang hangin sa aking nakaraan

ako ay nag uusisa pero sa tingin ko hindi na

kung saan pag dumadampi sa aking pisngi

ay masaya ngunit ngayon ay gaano kasaya

malamig pero di na bale na iikot ulit ang mundo

sana maranasan ulit ang masayang ala-ala

ako ay hindi nawawalan ng pag asa na muli kang makita

ang aking nakaraan

good morning Monday

(music&lyrics by Carlo Remo Valdez)

good morning Monday

don't worry it's okay

though it's rainy day

it's only yesterday

soon, the sun will shine

everything's will be fine

all you need is time

to see things in your mind

wake up it's already morning

can you feel the sun through your skin

can you feel the new day begins

good morning Monday hey hey hey

good morning Monday

nice things, I'm sure will stay

it's another day

and the black turns to gray/as nice as a bouquet

you can reach the sky

don't be afraid to try

you can fly so high

there's no more question why

Myself

I listen to some upbeat song

Or more distortion like radiohead

I often left here all alone

I could go anywhere in my bed

I write some thousands ideas

But it’s all here, stuck in my fuck head

I’m not be the first either last

Always dream the things I wish I did

Well darling I’m glad you help me

To make this beautiful song so nice

I flew above to the galaxy

I saw some scary little fireflies

I never see the rain again

But to be by your side it’s okay

Memory sets in the fast lane

Many choices in different way

Sometimes I say some non sense words

That I want live my life in nightfall

I wish to play the harpsichord

Hoping one day you’ll open the door

I hear some birds singing your name

One of my favorite melody

I love to look those cutie eyes

I wish I could go to your country

Goodnight Sunday

Goodnight Sunday

It’s been a long long day

I sign and pray

Next day will be okay

Keep wondering

Go on and keep moving

I’m still dreaming

Until the next morning

So goodnight to you my friend

Goodnight, see you at the end

I know I will see you again… my friend

Goodnight Sunday

I remember today

The game we play

And the things that you say

I love you too

I’ll give the moon for you

Such things are few

Rare action that I do

Goodnight Sunday

It’s been a quit good day

‘Till the next day

Until the story play

pag silip ng araw sa iyong mukha

"pag silip ng araw sa iyong mukha"

tila kasama mo ang araw

ngiting di ko makalimutan

isang ngiting hindi matunaw

kahit di ko maintindihan

ay napangiti na rin ako

ano man ibigay ng bukas

makukuha ko kasama mo

dahil may ngiting mababakas

masaya natin alaala

parang isang ilaw sa langit

(hindi mawawala ng basta / isang araw wala na pala)

ang mga nakangiting saglit

iba't ibang kulay at tunog

ang oras kapag kasama ka

habang buhay nang mahuhulog

hanggang oras ay matapos na

song by paul for mary. I'll post the story when I'm done.

Salamin sa Dagat

parang kailan lang

humarap ako sa salamin

nakita ko na malayo pa

ang buhay na para sa akin

marami pang oras

kakaunti pa ang problema

walang masyadong iniisip

panahon mamimiss ko pala

ngayon lumipas na ang lahat

sadyang kay bilis ng panahon

di na muling maibabalik

masayang tunog ng kahapon

kailan nga ba ang huli

kong pag tingin sa salamin

iba na pala ako sa kahapon

madami na nga bang nag bago sa'kin

tuloy-tuloy lang ang buhay

walang makakapigil sa nais mangyari

subalit saan na nga ba ako patungo

kung saan man kasama kita hanggang huli

-- tribute ko ito sa kabataan ko (9-12 years old). Nakakamiss kasi noong bata pa hindi mo kailangan mag madali sa buhay, hindi mo pa naiintidihan kung paano nga ba mabuhay talaga basta masarap lang maging bata muli yung pakiramdam na walang inaalala makapaglaro lang sa labas. Noong mga 10 years old yata ako naalala ko may binabasa kami ng tutor ko na story sa libro nakalimutan ko na ang title basta ang story nya ay tungkol sa isang bata na tumitingin sa salamin araw-araw hanggang sa lumaki ng konti at hanggang sa tumandan na sya minamasdan nya ang sarili sa kanyang pag laki, di ko makalimutan yun parang nagandahan siguro ako dun tapos sa drawing ng librong yun yung bahay nila parang nasa dagat, yun ang imagination ko nasa tabing dagat ang bahay nila sabi ko noon sa isip ko parang masarap tumira sa ganitong bahay. Parang nakakamiss lang yung panahon na yun binabasa ko pa ang libro namiss ko talaga ang kabataan ko kasi 24 na ko. Ang sarap lang sariwain ang panahon wala pang problema parang gusto mo ulit dalawin ang kahapon, kung may time machine lang madami akong gustong puntahan at kakausapin ko ang batang ako a papayuhan na lang sa buhay nya. Kaya "salamin sa dagat" ang title ay dahil dun sa kwento nabasa ko noong 10 years old palang ako.

diwata

may isang diwata batang babae na lulungkot

minamasdan ang daan puro puno ang kapaligiran

nangungulila sa kanyang nakaraan

habang nabubuhay sa kanyang isipan

ang masayang nag daan sa kanyang buhay

ay napangiti sya at sa ganda ng nararamdaman

wala nang maipagpapalit pa

sa kanais-nais na eksena

tila may kaaya-ayang musika

ang hangin na humahalik sa kanya

at sya ay napasaway sa saliw ng tugtugin na "The Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy" .

garbage can

in the garbage can, i feel safe

my world is here this is my fave yeah

would you like to come with me now

and i promise you'll never be frown

in the garbage can

I'm the rich man yeah

here in the garbage can

well i know you think I'm crazy

but this can means so much to me

i love to stay there anytime

when I'm there i feel the world was mine

in the garbage can

i feel the sun yeah

here in the garbage can

near in garbage can i put chair

i wear my sun glass and sit there

this is the lyrics of my own song inspire by my favourite cartoons: top cat, i like the main character of top cat was also his name, it was long time ago, i always watch top cat before on cartoon network; top cat is group of thief cat who lives in a garbage can. top cat is favourite when i was 12 or 13. In earlier 2008 when i was in school i get bored listening to our teacher so i began writing poem about top cat and before the class was dismiss the poem was done as well. And when i got home i pick up my guitar and began to put i melody on it and its in the key of D..

Luha ni Eros

Hindi maintindihan; mundo bakit ganyan

hindi nagkatuluyan ang inaasahan

kumplekadong sitwasyon

mali nga ba ang panahon

maglalasing na lang mag hapon

iiyak ang kerubin buong taon

long distance relationship; mga nalilito ang isip

may nakitang iba; mood na di maitimpla

meron bagong nag pa-impress

o di kaya iba na ang interest

may third party; sa kasal nahuli

nagsasawa na; di talaga maisalba

lahat na lang pinag seselosan

pinag hiwalay ng kamatayan

status complicated; relasyon maraming sabit

pag ibig na puro duda; nagka-anak sa iba

pagmamahalan na nabuhay sa hinala

kaya ang ending ay napunta sa wala

parang romeo and juliet; relasyon di maipilit

ayaw ng magulang; maraming hadlang

pinag-lalaruan, pinag-layo ng tadhana

walang nang magawa kundi ang lumuha

empty mind

focus empty your mind have no idea what to think well i think it's like an empty glass hopeless just focus your mind alert see through your ears and hear through your arms feel the distance and focus then you will see what i mean to say empty your mind relax have a day off if you want to and focus again and do the shadow dance with a snake follow the rules drink the water on fountain and focus and they can never break you down

well life is a full of joke anyway don't listen to a word they say only listen to yourself feel your heart focus your mind search your soul as you search yourself as well in case you still don't know you yourself sometimes it's hard but it worth the wait so open up your mind and see the people around you just feel the words they trying to say well i don't know what am i trying saying too maybe don't listen to me as well it just like a river inside my mind I write whatever flows onto my mind as i lay my hands on the keyboard

I wrote with just an empty mind

what is life about?

Is life about living or about dying?

is life about feeling or about playing?

is life about living for someone to live their lives too

or life is about the daily things you do

is life about knowing or about writing?

is life about walking or about running?

maybe life is about listening to advice they say

or maybe life is about the thing you pray

is life about for loving or believing?

is life about taking or breathing?

or life is about nothing, simply just plain white and clear

or life is about facing about your fears

life is just for a one day

one day for music

one day for love

one day for parents

one day for toys

one day for the past

one day for you

one day for myself

one day for trees

one day for the earth

one day for food

one day for water

one day for sky

one day for flying

one day for poem

one day for the tune

one day for train

one day for sailing

one day for Him

one day for (realize/ the light)

one day for her

one day for warm hug

one day for hi

one day for goodbye

one day for new

one day for someday

one day for fear

one day for nothing

one day for friends

one day for lovers

one day for seek

one day for knowing

one day for frown

one day for smiling

one day for death

one day for living

and I still don't know what is life about

as long as we're living the life we have

I still searching for shape of the cloud

live my day for just a one day above

for now you will find true meaning of life is never say the word: goodbye

vacation 2009

last vacation we went to kalibo, aklan our province on my father side; we stay there at my lola's house for about less than one week; i live there when i was in grade 3 and I'm only 9 years old back then so i know the language they speak and the house was so big you could thought that who ever live to that are rich, well anyway also the neighborhood has big house too. From visiting there at my lola's house we found that she's okay but needs to be sit on wheelchair thats was last year ago and my cousin said that our grandmother now can walk again, anyway our grandmother are so old now i think she is around 97 or something however she's a strong woman both physical and emotional she never show her tears to us even I live there almost 7 years of my life and my cousin lives there almost the of her life too. Anyway upon our vacation i got a chance to see some old friend; and it because the famous beach not only here in the philippines but the whole wide world knows the boracay beach and since the popular beach is near in our province so we went there; the boracay is still remain beautiful the white sand are so fine the aura when you're there is relaxing, the water at beach was so clean so blue and when the sun goes down, i fond walking around sitting on cold sand and listening to summer music reggae songs sang by performers at the bar in boracay. Due this vacation we only went in boracay overnight so its kinda bitin but its okay well anyway in that popular beach i was so attractive by food on the wall and its called crepe and that was the day the crepe became my favourite.

a butterfly hanging on a tree

my name written on the sand of boracay

a view of water and sky

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hello I'm cappy from antipolo city i just want to write my thoughts here and i don't care what they say well anyway I'm looking a job now because i want to study again this time i want to learn about film making cause i want to be a writer and pay me as a writer and giving a chance i want to be a director too and also a musician my first love the movie wouldn't be complete without the music and i think that's the recipe of a good film. And that's it about me and my dreams checking out i will blog for more just wait and see and read it baby..