Monday, June 13, 2011

porn

let me see your skin
I wanna see your in
let me see your soul
I wanna see your all

live behind your tears
that body doesn't feel any fears

you let me play you
to see the old but new
let me educate
how people find their fate

everything you touch
is a sad story you'll try to catch

just don't be afraid
I know that you are brave
don't let the world thinks
that your life is in pink

06.13-14.2011
12:55am(14)

Monday, May 23, 2011

her elbow

I'm searching for your lovely bones
would you tell me where are you now
are you far away from your home
I know she wish she could go down

susie salmon still looking back
trying to feel things when she was alive

been waiting for you lovely bones
if only people could turn back time
to find the heaven of our own home
I guess everything will be just fine

still she's looking back at her past
trying to fix things when she was alive


Thursday, April 28, 2011

ten song

pare kamusta ka na pala maayos ka ba
ngayon
kahit wala na ang mga kaibigan mo na wala
namang silbi kahit na meron pero nawawala
sila sa
oras na hindi ka makaisip nang mabuti nga
pala rin
ang ganyan kahit papaano na kukuha mong
tumawa kahit sandali ka lang dito at bukas
ay
aalis ka na di ba mahahanap mo din sila kahit
wala kang mata na malinaw pa sa sikat nang
araw
at tatlong tala sa taas nang langit kaya wag
ka ng
mag sungit dyan dahil wala na naman ang
mundo
na umiikot, paikot ikot, paikot-sikot puro na
lang
naka simangot lahat nang tao dito sa earth
ang
pinaka magandang planet sa kalawakan ng
isipan
mo...

12/27/2005 3:09 pm

wei

hey wei ano ang ginagawa mo dyan
gusto mo ba ng tindahan sa buwan
marami ka nang nakita na tao dito
hindi parin ba sapat ang lakas mo

parang umiikot ang mundo sa syo
ikaw lagi ang nakikita ng mga tao
bakit ba sila ganyan sa iyo
may mali ba sa pag sasalita mo

maghapon nakatingin sa araw
hindi ka ba dyan nasisilaw
mapapawi rin ang iyong uhaw
wag ka lamang sisigaw

ganyan ang buhay dito sa mundo
kanya-kanyang galaw at takbo
wag lang mag-paapekto
sigurado ikaw ay talo

11.12.2004

come on

c'monc'mon masarap ang hamon
daladala ng mga sundalong hapon
tikman natin, mabilis umalis ang panahon
hindi na natin mauulit ang kahapon
maglalaho na lang ito parang bula ng sabon

so c'mon
kaya c'mon

c'monc'mon mahal naman kita
pls. lang matulog ka mag-isa
gusto ko sa panaginip tayo mag-on
masarap kasi pag ganon

so give me, give me
baby c'mon

..............................yeah

12/05/2004

did you see my pen under you head

want to live without my dog
coz i dont miss him anymore
i know my dreams someday
why don't you walk away.......jaywalking ka
pare

i need to see you with my cat
coz i want my fish sing together
i know my cat someday
so why you fly away

12.05.2004 1:59pm

wait song

buhay na naman ito
bakit kaya ang gulo mo
hindi ka mapakali
ang dami-dami mong sinabi

kailan ka ba hihinto
nag sasawa na ako
sabihin ang mga ito
baka hindi na kita mahintay sa tagal mo!!!

may buwan na ngayon
tapos may araw n'un
ilang oras pa siguro
wala ka na sa tabi ko

kailan maniniwala
puro na lang bahala
nag sasawa rin ako
sa pag hihintay sa isang katulad mo!!!

imulat mo aking mata
kung totoong wala ka na...........

feb.13, 2005

suicide note

I didn’t do good things for the world
but I wanna see You my Lord
I'm the evil and that's what i feel
I only want something to kill

Father forgive me I want to die
I’m sorry I’m tired of this life
doing some good things I need to do
for my life now has no value

I’m crying as I write this letter
I hope that you still remember
some of happy moments together
will never away forever

there’s no reason for me tomorrow
many things happened in sorrow
forgive me Lord, I just want to die
but I don’t like my eyes to cry

I don’t know why people are so strange
living this world I’m also strange
finding the truth when it’s only lie
and they also deserve to die

I’m so sorry I just want to fly
and fill my fantasy so high
I only want to play in the sky
so my last word will be goodbye


03.26.2008

When yesterday is today

When yesterday is today
and everything is okey
YOU love me and I love you
I give my all just for you

And you don’t have to worry
I’ll always glad to stay by your side

If wrong was forgiven then
There’ll be no more tears again
I need you and You need me
you’re my world and galaxy

We don’t have to feel sorry
for our little love we need to hide

When yesterday is today (original)

When yesterday is today
and everything is okey
YOU love me and I love you
I give my all just for you

And you don’t have to worry
I’ll always glad to stay by your side

If wrong was forgiven then
There’ll be no more tears again
I need you and You need me
we’re sushi and sashimi

We don’t have to feel sorry
for our little love we need to hide

03.26.2008

feels alright but I’m not

Go, if you want to
I’m not gonna stop you
just take care baby
hope you’ll see the world you want see

and smile forever
you two live together
well I’m okey now
his love will come to an end somehow

I’ll be your shoulder
When you cry a river
I’ll take care of you
and hope you’ll see how much i love you

if you don’t believe
I don’t want here to live
but I’ll continue
and who knows someday I’ll be with you


03.26.2008

bantay

hindi ko kayang mawala ka sa’king tabi

di na ako sanay lumabas kapag gabi

wala na akong kasama

malungkot naman mag isa

inisip ko na lang umalis ka sandali

at ilang saglit lang babalik ka nang muli

ngunit ang tagal ng araw

baka naman naliligaw

ka lang, ayokong isiping wala ka na

namimiss ko na ang maningning mong mga mata

matatamis mong mga ngiti kapag nandyan ka na

mundo ko ay bigla na lamang nag iiba

kahit anong gawin hindi ka na babalik

hindi na mararamdaman ang iyong halik

dahil wala ka na dito

nasa iba ka nang mundo

bantay (ko sa tabi)

*

hindi ko kayang mawala ka sa’king tabi

di na ako sanay lumabas kapag gabi

**

wala na akong kasama

malungkot naman mag isa

*

inisip ko na lang umalis ka sandali

at ilang saglit lang babalik ka nang muli

**

ngunit ang tagal ng araw

baka naman naliligaw

***

ka lang, ayokong isiping wala ka na

****

namimiss ko na ang maningning mong mga mata

matatamis mong mga ngiti kapag nandyan ka na

mundo ko ay bigla na lamang nag iiba

*

kahit anong gawin hindi ka na babalik

hindi na mararamdaman ang iyong halik

**

dahil ika’y nasa tala

pinakamahal kong tuta

***

ka lang at bakit kay bilis mong nawala

****

ngunit di bale nang nag kaganyan ang nangyari

atleast hindi ka na nila muling maaapi

sana lang nandito ka sa aking tabi

*- G-Em-Am-D-

**- C-Bm-C-Bm-D-

***- G-C-G-Am-G-

pasakalye lang bago mg " **** "- C-G-C-G-C-(G-)

****- G-Bm-Am-D-


april 11, 2008


- dedicated to my friend's dog who died -

mask

I can smile as i can

here in my nowhere land

I can be a good man

the world won’t understand

I can hide my tears behind

in this mask I can be blind

if everything is ugly

I open my eyes if you smile

I can fly as i can

around my nowhere land

I can make a good plan

though you don’t understand


04.11.2008

rewind

hindi na mababalik ang dati
kahit anong gawin natin
walang mapapala

at huwag na lang hindi na bale
ayoko narin isipin
walang magagawa

ito naman ang gusto ng panahon
di ba..
ay pilit binabalik ang kahapon
puta..

nag babago din pala ang lahat
umiiba rin ang kulay
nawalan ng kwenta

nabubu ra din ang mga sulat
kahit pag ibig ay tunay
kailangan mag dusa

ito naman ang gusto ng panahon
di ba..
ay pilit binabalik ang kahapon
puta..

kahit anong gawin ko darling
hindi ka parin kapiling
at kahit mag guitara ng malupit
hindi parin kita pag papalit
pero di na natin mababalik
kasi nga ayoko narin mag mukhang adik
laging na lang nasasabik
wala ka naman pag kasama kita
masarap pang tapakan ang gadget
papuntang chorus mag emote ng kaunti
kunwari may nangyari ngayon kahit wala
iisipin na lang nasa kalawakan
lumilipad………..


06.04.2008

pag sumasayaw mga bagay sa ulo mo

pag tumutunog ang gitara
wag pigilan ang pag kanta
pakinggan ang sinasabi puso mo
at wag yung sa iba

pag tumutulo ang ‘yong luha
wag hayaan mata’y masira
pagmasdan ang galaw ng puso mo
at wag yung sa iba

pag tumatakbo ang oras
at hindi ka na makaiwas
ang lahat kay bilis lumilipas
pati tayo hindi makatakas

pag lumilipad ang isip
minsan ikaw ay maidlip
damhin ang gusto ng puso mo
at wag manatili sa panaginip

-09.11.07

Sunday, February 20, 2011

13

ano kaya sa iba ako dumaan?
lumihis lang ako ng konti
iba rin kaya ang aking magiging kapalaran
magiging masaya kaya o hindi?

paano kung sa pag lalakad ako'y huminto
sa isang lugar na maraming mali
sino kaya ang makakapag-turo
kung nasaan ako at kung maibabalik bang muli

ano kaya kung dumidilim ang landas
may liwanag kaya akong makikita
maririnig ko kaya ang nakaraang mababakas
ng pangyayari, malungkot man o masaya

makita ko pa kaya ang ilaw
kahit sa aking konting pagkakamali
buhay ko ba'y aking matatanaw
kung lahat ng dinaanan ko ay mali

buti na lang hindi.........

sumabay ako sa mga taong alam kong aalis din
meron din naman bumabalik at naiiwan
ngunit may ngiti sa langit akong iipunin
at ang hangin pwede akong dalhin sa nakaraan

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

mali

pasensya ka na
kung may nasabi man akong
di ka natuwa
di ko naman sinasadya
maniwala ka
wala akong ibang ibig sabihin
tanga lang talaga
di ko na sana inamin
ganito lang talaga
para akong praning
hindi pa magising
sa katotohanan
di ka naman magiging akin
hanggang panaginip lang
ikaw ay makakapiling


sana malapit na lang
ang mga bituin
sasakay ako
hanggang langit
buwan ay aabutin
at ako ay hihiling
kahit isang saglit
ikaw ay makapiling
dahil di mo lang alam
ikaw ang gumising
sa akin............

panaginip lang pala kita
pasensya ka na
sana ako ay magising na
dahil sa mundo ko nabubuhay ka...

Sunday, January 23, 2011

to my favorite teacher

building trees school i think you're cool
you love children well they're my friend
strum the guitar we're going far
conversation from day to dawn

happy trip wouldn't be happy
if you don't join to my journey
oh how i wish you're my darling
your face i see every morning

*oh teach me teach me how to draw
teach me the things i didn't know
though you don't teach me how to love
i learnt it anyway my love

last toss vodka me and dana
i like your eyes and pretty smile
makes me happy paper copy
it's getting late the night of fate

goodnight goodnight it's a good night
only love makes me see the light


music and lyrics by carlo remo valdez


Monday, January 3, 2011

dreams

I'm sorry... for all the things
I've done wrong
for the things I think I know
but I'm wrong
I'm sorry I lost everything
nice I had
sorry for those stupid days
makes you sad

I'm sorry for destroying the things
you love much
for the things I think I know
you love much
I'm sorry for letting go the dreams
wish you had
sorry for those worried nights
makes you sad

I'm sorry ma,
but I wish someday...
you're dreams... my dreams (come true)

[12.21.2010/07:27am]

I'ts a sorry song for my mother