Luha ni Eros

Hindi maintindihan; mundo bakit ganyan

hindi nagkatuluyan ang inaasahan

kumplekadong sitwasyon

mali nga ba ang panahon

maglalasing na lang mag hapon

iiyak ang kerubin buong taon

long distance relationship; mga nalilito ang isip

may nakitang iba; mood na di maitimpla

meron bagong nag pa-impress

o di kaya iba na ang interest

may third party; sa kasal nahuli

nagsasawa na; di talaga maisalba

lahat na lang pinag seselosan

pinag hiwalay ng kamatayan

status complicated; relasyon maraming sabit

pag ibig na puro duda; nagka-anak sa iba

pagmamahalan na nabuhay sa hinala

kaya ang ending ay napunta sa wala

parang romeo and juliet; relasyon di maipilit

ayaw ng magulang; maraming hadlang

pinag-lalaruan, pinag-layo ng tadhana

walang nang magawa kundi ang lumuha

empty mind

focus empty your mind have no idea what to think well i think it's like an empty glass hopeless just focus your mind alert see through your ears and hear through your arms feel the distance and focus then you will see what i mean to say empty your mind relax have a day off if you want to and focus again and do the shadow dance with a snake follow the rules drink the water on fountain and focus and they can never break you down

well life is a full of joke anyway don't listen to a word they say only listen to yourself feel your heart focus your mind search your soul as you search yourself as well in case you still don't know you yourself sometimes it's hard but it worth the wait so open up your mind and see the people around you just feel the words they trying to say well i don't know what am i trying saying too maybe don't listen to me as well it just like a river inside my mind I write whatever flows onto my mind as i lay my hands on the keyboard

I wrote with just an empty mind

what is life about?

Is life about living or about dying?

is life about feeling or about playing?

is life about living for someone to live their lives too

or life is about the daily things you do

is life about knowing or about writing?

is life about walking or about running?

maybe life is about listening to advice they say

or maybe life is about the thing you pray

is life about for loving or believing?

is life about taking or breathing?

or life is about nothing, simply just plain white and clear

or life is about facing about your fears

life is just for a one day

one day for music

one day for love

one day for parents

one day for toys

one day for the past

one day for you

one day for myself

one day for trees

one day for the earth

one day for food

one day for water

one day for sky

one day for flying

one day for poem

one day for the tune

one day for train

one day for sailing

one day for Him

one day for (realize/ the light)

one day for her

one day for warm hug

one day for hi

one day for goodbye

one day for new

one day for someday

one day for fear

one day for nothing

one day for friends

one day for lovers

one day for seek

one day for knowing

one day for frown

one day for smiling

one day for death

one day for living

and I still don't know what is life about

as long as we're living the life we have

I still searching for shape of the cloud

live my day for just a one day above

for now you will find true meaning of life is never say the word: goodbye

vacation 2009

last vacation we went to kalibo, aklan our province on my father side; we stay there at my lola's house for about less than one week; i live there when i was in grade 3 and I'm only 9 years old back then so i know the language they speak and the house was so big you could thought that who ever live to that are rich, well anyway also the neighborhood has big house too. From visiting there at my lola's house we found that she's okay but needs to be sit on wheelchair thats was last year ago and my cousin said that our grandmother now can walk again, anyway our grandmother are so old now i think she is around 97 or something however she's a strong woman both physical and emotional she never show her tears to us even I live there almost 7 years of my life and my cousin lives there almost the of her life too. Anyway upon our vacation i got a chance to see some old friend; and it because the famous beach not only here in the philippines but the whole wide world knows the boracay beach and since the popular beach is near in our province so we went there; the boracay is still remain beautiful the white sand are so fine the aura when you're there is relaxing, the water at beach was so clean so blue and when the sun goes down, i fond walking around sitting on cold sand and listening to summer music reggae songs sang by performers at the bar in boracay. Due this vacation we only went in boracay overnight so its kinda bitin but its okay well anyway in that popular beach i was so attractive by food on the wall and its called crepe and that was the day the crepe became my favourite.

a butterfly hanging on a tree

my name written on the sand of boracay

a view of water and sky