for she knew that this was the only place
where she can able to cry
winter depression as you can see her face
and she keeps waiting for him
though she knew that it will never come that day
still keeping his memories
maybe this is a true love as people often say
as another morning wakes
the sun is shinning but never shine again
as he was here before
that was in her mind trying to throw away but she can't
and she's pretending to be okay
waiting for him to say any single word like "I'm sorry"
and to be by his side again
dreaming for the hug and hear from him saying "don't worry"
and she's patiently waits for the beep
a message tone but it seems the phone doesn't ring
she keeps partying with her friends
however when she's alone her soul is still searching
as the rain fall on her peripheral
a tears also keep running out that she can't hamper
she keep hiding those tears in rain
as you can see and feel how important him to her
and she wants to tell him all
if only she could turn back the time where he was around
nothing to afraid of anything
inside her heart you can hear such a pure sweet sound
and she doesn't let the people know
about her feelings and she is now trying to move on
"be strong, girl" as she always said to herself
though she know that its hard she can make it soon
a snow on a wedding day
and she still thinking about those fondest moments
it seems that she still stuck
but not like before (she's not hoping anymore) as she knew that it was the end
